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7月25日 July 24One more week and I’m so privileged to be here. Thank you so much for keeping me here. I hope you guy’s are enjoying this crazy show. For me it’s not a T.V. show, it’s the biggest gig. It’s so hard to get ready in a matter of 2 days. I still wish we can get to focus more on our performance. Well that’s my word of the week. I will do my best to keep focused and true to myself. Love 4 all. And please take care of each other. Zayra July 21Oh my God. So much stuff has happened. First of all, our first party at the Mansion with Supernova. It was off the hook. Everyone at the house played songs in the Ballroom just like we do when we are by ourselves. Our visitors got a good taste of what we do in the Mansion, mostly because we have no other kind of distractions. It got so crazy, everyone was laughing and dancing. After that crazy fun night we all got to go out on Monday night to the premier of the TV Series “The Contender,” it was in Santa Monica and it was off the hook as well. Open bar and lots of Lemon Drop Martinis for Mama Z. I had a great time, even though the next morning felt so tired for the show. Everyone was acting like cute Zombies around the house. I was so exited about all the performances on Tuesday night. I was particularly emotional and moody that day, feeling down and blue and scared because my previous week’s close encounter. This song, “Everybody Hurts” was the perfect song for me at the moment. It described everything I wanted to tell myself to keep me going strong. I was glad to hear people’s reactions to the song while I was singing it. I felt their love and that was exactly what I was needing that day. Thank you for much for the love. But even when I felt so great and confident about my performance on Tuesday night, I still felt on the bottom at some point. I don’t know what’s going on really. It scared the crap out of me… ? I keep trying to understand what is going on and why is it that keeps people away from fighting for me. Me and Ryan are kind of having fun with it now. We keep on getting asked to stand up. We are just going to do it on our own from now on. Just because we fu**ing love it. Hell No! It’s not cool feeling unpopular. I don't know what else to do but be myself. I am very honest and sincere, and my sense of humor comes out when I am comfortable.
I still believe that as weeks go by you can know me better and be comfortable with you watching. I can’t wait to be myself. I am getting there slowly around the house and with everyone around. I’m not so serious as you might think. I just choose my moments or the moments choose me. Who knows. I will just have fun with it. I’m glad to have had another week, another chance to grow and learn from this extraordinary experience. I’m loving every minute of it. The challenge is incredible. You guys will soon see one of the biggest challenges yet. We had to gather in groups of 4 people and write lyrics to one of Supernova’s new tunes. We had 6 hours to do it and deliver a recording track. My team had Toby, Phil and Patrice. It was so much fun. I love each of those guys. It was the perfect match. We killed it. I personally think our song was the best only because I loved the experience we all had together. We had some wine and started jamming in the Sun Room. I wish you would’ve been there. We couldn’t believe that we actually finished on time and with a song we all loved with passion. I hope you get to hear it. I loved hearing everybody’s approach to the tune. It was a very special moment. Fun, Fun, Fun. 7月20日 July 15Hi everyone. I love some people here that I think will automatically explode if they show fake-ness or false opinions. I love Dilana for that. She is my roommate and I admire her heart, talent and frankness. Dana, my other roommate, is so sweet we get along great. Dana is turning into a warrior very fast. She’s so classy. I know she will handle the pressure just fine.
You Guys--stay there and I can’t wait to meet you someday out in the world.
Love,
Zayra 7月14日 July 10Hola, I’m trying to remember all the events and craziness that has happened. Everything is spinning so fast it’s hard to wake up and know which day it is or which dimension I had just woken up in. First week down, and I’m a survivor…Get it! I hope you guys enjoyed the performances. I personally can’t wait for more. The vibe in the Mansion is still amazing but more mellow. There is a sense of sadness and lonliness. We miss our lives a lot, especially our loved ones. See you soon! June 28Wednesday, Week 1 Today after rehearsals with the band we visited the CBS Studios, and saw the stage where we will be performing our songs to the world. The set, the stage, everything is Amazing. Can’t wait to sing on that unbelievable stage. But the best part will be watching every body else perform. The other 14 contestants are out of this world! We had the most gorgeous night back at the mansion. After an amazing dinner of delicious shrimp w. pasta, chicken pasta and baby spinach salad with pecan and raspberries and shiraz wine, we all gather in the ball room. The most majestic room of the mansion with the ambience of a fairy tale. Everyone took turns to entertain with an original song. The vibe and the sound were fantastic. I got a chance to witness the best performances I’ve seen in the last decade right on my living room and for FREE! These people are unbelievable. There were so many surprises. Everyone was excited to find out each others talents and flavors. We were all pleased to see that everybody was spectacular at what they do. It felt great to be side by side to each one of these people. The biggest surprise of the night ? Mr. Ryan Star. WOW. He’s been the biggest secret in the mansion. Always quiet and humble. We literally had to force him to sing and oh we were glad we did. Our jaws dropped to the floor when we heard the first word and Storm started crying on me! The sexiest voice so far. Everyone, including the guy’s loved him. Amazing Stuff! June 27What’s today’s date?
Blur, blur, blur… It’s getting hard to keep track of time now. It feels like it’s been months already and it’s only been two days! Or three…
First day was the hardest. It felt like stepping in to a different dimension from my life, my family, my things, to the unknown. Got through it just fine when I finally got to meet the gang! Everyone is fantastic, charismatic and fun to be around. Thank GOD!
We met the Supernova crazy boys at the studio where they were recording a track and we were surprised with the challenge to improvise and lay down some vocals… WOW!
Got to be honest, at first I didn’t hear or feel the song at all, but it all came to me when my chance came up. Once I heard my version and everybody’s the track came to life! It sounded pretty good!
Busy, Busy, Busy. Lots of interviews and questions about our experiences. So, so tedious! But you have to know everything. Don’t you? It’s all good. The mansion is just amazing and full of so much stuff… I would hate to pack this house up for moving. Years and years of collecting. It has a great vibe.
Last night everybody gathered by the amazing pool, torches on fire! Beautiful. Some people started bringing the guitars up and the party was on. You couldn’t help but join the feast with a nice glass of wine.
It’s the next morning and.. now I hear voices and guitars through every wall, here in my bedroom. Sounds beautiful. There’s music coming from every room. It’s time to listen. |
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