One more week and I got to stay to perform a David Bowie song. Cool. I always wanted to do that. I had to top it off with an amazing outfit. The Oscar outfit. That’s how the rockers called me with it. I called it the "Goldmember" outfit. Either way I loved wearing it. I was terrified at first because I can’t believe the situations I put myself into, but once I put it on all my fears were gone and I was transformed. What a thrill. It’s hard to believe that only one of us will stand alone. We have gotten so used to each other.  It’s weird.

But this week’s shocker was elimination of Jill and Josh. What a coincidence. The house is missing Josh a lot. Especially the boys. They keep acting and talking like Josh all over the place. Josh’s humor was very infectious and it’s catching on with the boys, especially Lukas.

This week, I've got a huge challenge ahead of me. After song selection I got to sing my original song on the show. You’ll hear and see all about it because it’s a first and I’m the one everyone is watching--to see what happens to me. I feel very positive about the whole thing. I get a chance to sing in front of the world in my most comfortable way, doing my own song. How great is that? The rest of the variables are just over thinking it.  I am excited and ready.

Hope you guys enjoy it. Got to get some rest now. Talk to you soon!!

Here's my song in English:

"Rainy Days"

By: Zayra Alvarez

Rainy days (sing over the sea)

Dripping dry over my wet skin

There’s no pain while I’m sinking down

You stay still, then you push me back to

Where I really want to stay

Your crazy waves hitting my hungry hell

Until you make me want it.

Wait. I see you now. (Still, I can not make you go away)

Wait. You bring the sea

That’s filling up my room with everything.

You’re the wind. Fly over my skin.

Bring warm breath. Break up this silence.

Look at me eternally damn to you. To your memory

That follows me everywhere I go

And promises that I will get to know your mystery.

Wait. I see you now.

I don’t know how to make you go away.

Wait. You bring the sea that’s

Filling up my room with everything.

You follow me everywhere I want to go.

You show me things that I don’t want to know.

You break me like rainy days.

Wait. I see you now

I don’t know how to make you go away.

Wait. You bring the sea

That’s filling up my room

With everything.

Don’t let me go. No.

Why?